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I'm unloading on you like this...

[ She smiles faintly at him. It's a little sad, but...grateful, too. ]

I don't want to be a person who just gives up. Sometimes... I feel useless or incapable like he said. I remember things I haven't done well with at home, or... in particular, that house here...

[ There's no real need to specify what she means. The whole unit knew how poorly she had done in that game. ]

To become a stronger person-- that's what I want to do. One that can protect the people I hold most dear in my heart, like Fox and Zero... Taisho, Ren... this is the sort of thing that matters to me.

I know that in order to do that... I need to do like you say.

[ Looking up at him, gently reaching out to touch one of his cheeks. ]

It is hard though. Shutting off that voice inside your head that is always against you. Those negative feelings well up sometimes. What do you do when that happens?

[he closes his eyes for a moment, leaning into her touch]

... once upon a time... I would have let those feelings consume me until I felt like I was poisoning myself. When I felt like I had no way out... I did sometimes think... of ending it all. Just to escape. I do not think I truly wanted to die, I just... wanted a way out of feeling so trapped and alone.

That was around the time I met Ann--North, that is, and Joker, and the others. They saved me--no, they gave me the tools to save myself. And so I was able to climb out of that pit, and save both myself and Sensei.

Yusuke...

[ Her heart feels heavy. This beautiful, truly gentle soul... he certainly should never have had to suffer like that. She's so grateful to both Joker and Ann... for helping protect him, and reaching out a hand in a way that helped him stand back up again.

He's strong... and incredibly brave.]

I'm thankful, then. If I didn't have you here... if I had never met you, then my life would be missing something absolutely precious to me. I'm so happy to have you as an important person in my life. I treasure your words and comfort and the beautiful aura you emanate wherever you go.

[ Cupping his cheeks ]

I love you, Yusuke. You know that, right? And it's not just me. There are so many others who feel the same way. You're incredibly dear.

[he gives her a gentle smile]

I love you too, Yuuki. I'm so glad I was able to meet you. You are one of the people in my life who brighten it, make it shine so strongly I feel as though I am enveloped in your light.

[ She pushes him carefully backward, guiding him down so that she's straddling his hips. Leaning forward slightly, her long hair falls to either side of him. ]

Comparing a vampire to the light--

[ Isn't that the opposite of a normal comparison. It makes her happy though. Her wings stretch behind her, tail casually curling around one of his legs. ]

Even though I'm a creature of the night, that makes me want to work my hardest at living up to such high praise.

[his cheeks quickly turn pink as he lays back, gazing up at her adoringly, and when he feels her tail curl around his leg he bites his lip]

... do you... accept my feelings, then?

[ His eyes...those are one of his most captivating features. The earnest and plain feelings that he shares are always reflected in his eyes. Maybe that's why she loves them so much.

Smiling, she leans forward, lashes fanning her cheeks as her eyes close and she rests her forehead to his. ]

Mm.

[ A gentle sound. ]

If... if you are okay with a person like me, then... I accept and want to treasure your feelings. Your feelings are so very precious to me. And they... they make me indescribably happy, too.